It's Not About You. With Love
Remember that every test is an opportunity for us to trust God more. It seems like the higher you go the stronger the attacks. And to be honest that is the way it is supposed to be. It doesn't feel good. You will shed some tears and scream at times. You won't understand why people are condemning your growth and good works. It is all part of the process. You have to start at the pit to get to the palace but realize that it has to happen like this for the salvation of souls. (Reference Genesis 50:20) At the end of the day, it isn't about the house, spouse, or the cat chasing the mouse. It really is about saving lives. You will get those things. You have to build God's house first and then He will establish yours. Make sure you are in this for the right reasons. Money should not be a factor because He supplies all of your needs. I am a living witness to that. When you bless Him.. (let me not get started.) It is my prayer that you do some serious soul searching. At the